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Free of the occult
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A few years ago I was caught in the seductive net of occultism. At first this
practice responded to an authentic spiritual search in our family. We wanted
to understand the sense of man's existence.
DARK UNIVERSE
Our search took the form of cartomancy which is divination by playing cards
(tarots, etc...). All my childhood I saw my mother read these cards. At times
I could see my future. But even though my mother was well-know as a fortune-teller
she never saw that her son would become a preacher of the gospel. " God's
ways aren't our ways, " say Isaiah 55 : 8. Then my mother because to use a
crystal ball and to read palms. She made predictions from dreams, by looking
at photos, and even exercised an influence in people's lives, etc...
OFFICE FOR CONSULTATIONS
Our family had serious financial difficulties and was sliding towards a break-up.
My father was out of word. My brother was becoming violent because of alcohol
and drugs. As for me, I got it all out of my system in a martial arts club.
I participated in high-level competition. I got rid of my violence but bitterness
and hate filled my heart. Even though I was a champion in karate, I lived
in permanent fear. To make ends meet my mother opened a consulting office
and began to be involved in spiritism. That is the belief that it is possile
for the living to contact the dead. In the beginning we thought we were speaking
to beloved family members, now dead. My aunt tried to contact her husband
who was killed in an automobile accident. Occultism overwhelmed us like a
passion. My brother was still dissatisfied after investigating several religions
and cults and finally pruchased a Bible to search for the truth. He ame home
one day and discovered that we were practicing spiritism. He raised a lively
opposition aind said that the Bible, God's Word denounced such things.
WORSE AND WORSE
After a good beginning things began to go badly. Strange things that we couldn't
explain happened in the house. I was continually scared. I felt like I was
coming apart. Loneliness made me face my psychosis. My suffering had a spiritual
source. I needed a spiritual remedy. I wanted to be free and not locked up
or medicated...For sometime I had become convinced that is wasn't the dead
who responded to us but demons, those evil powers. We were manipulated by
lies. Later, when I became a Christian, I found in the Bible that the devil
is the father of lies. Jesus, himself, said that there is a great gulf between
the dead ans the living : and one can't cross it... When I saw my six-year
old sister following the same phat I was on, I became convinced that these
occult powers were without pity and only wanted our destruction. Finally the
dat came when I was literally attacked by the powers of darkness, an experience
that horrified me and pushed me toward suicide. But at the crucial moment,
instead of killing myself, Il fell to my knees in the middle of my bedroom,
crying out to God that if He existed to save me.
GOD'S APPOINTMENT
After this first prayer to God, I left the house. As I was wandering in the
streets I met the same group of young Christians three different times. I
realized that God was responding to my prayer so I went to one of them and
opened up to him about my problems. He read me a text from the Bible and the
authority of God's Word went straight to my heart : " Let no one be found
among you who sacrifices his son or daughter in the fire, who practices divination
or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, or casts spells, or who
is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead. Anyone who does these things
is detestable to the Lord ". I was convicted of sin and I knew I was under
a curse because of sin.
A POWER ENCOUNTER
So that is how I ended up going to a service where the gospel of Jesus Christ
was preached. I was overwhelmed. I understood that in addition to being a
sinner because of my involvement in occultism, I was also a sinner by nature.
But also learned that only Jesus Christ could forgive my sins ans allow me
to participate in his divine nature. He was risen, alive ! " Sir I want you
to pray for me, because He who is in you, is greater thant the who is in me
! " I said to the preacher. I asked forgiveness from God for all my sins and
I accepted Jesus as my Savior and Lord. God's love filled my life like refreshing
waterfalls. The fire of my torment went out. A supernatural peace filled me
from head to foot. I was totally free ! I knew that I had become a Christian,
that I was forgiven, and that I had eternal life. I was finally free! I went
home and shared the gospel with my mother. She disn't know her son anymore.
I Had left the house totally depressed just a few hours ago ! Then I ran to
my brother's house to share the Good News with him. I ran across him hurrying
to our house. He had prayed for us regularly. We went back home together,
tears in our eyes and our hearts full of joy.
TOWARDS A TOTAL DELIVERANCE
We were converted (or saved). That means we turned our back to sin and we
seized by faith the forgiveness in Jesus Christ that is offered at the cross.
By our repentance we broke all the pacts, contracts, and oaths that we had
consciously or unconsciously concluded with the world of darkness. My mother
was delivered from her spirit of divination. We all consecrated ourselves
to God, placing our faith in the authority of the Holy Scripture. We also
had to make an exterior break with our past. We destroyed all our occult objects
: books, amulets, objects of superstition, idols, holy water, good-luck charms,
images of the saints, medallions, etc...
All my family converted to Jesus Christ. We experienced a restoration of relationships
in our family and the victory of the living Christ in our lives.
BY LOVE I didn't become a Christian by the stroke of a magic wand. Confessing
my sins was basic. Then I put my life in harmony with the teachings of the
Bible, the Word of God. I did this with love and joy because I discovered
that God loved me so much that he had given His Son Jesus Christ at the cross
for me. I put my faith in his promises, and his Word brought an inner healing
to me, victory over my passions.
The Holy Spirit showed me that the gospel and martial arts were incompatible.
Jesus taught me that I couldn't follow two masters at the same time. I had
served the god called Mars, the god of war. Jesus told me to love. I had a
hard time leaving this passion. I had two accidents during bouts and the Lord
was repeatedly telling me to quit. I finally made the decision to stop once
and for all. The temptation was still strong but one morning I rose free,
emancipated form martial arts. God had done for me what I couldn't do for
myself. He answered my family's prayer and those of my church. Then I asked
God to fill me with His Holy Spirit, according to His promise. This promise
found in Mark chapter 16 was made to all who believe in His Name. The day
that I left for Germany for military service was the day that the Holy Spirit
came on me as He came on the disciples of Jesus the day of Pentecost. What
joy ! What heavenly intoxication! What boldness afterwards !
When I got back to France I decided to make a public covenant with God by
being baptized in water according to the teachings of the Bible. Afterwards
my family and I opened a social outreach to distribute food, clothing, and
furniture. This permitted us to have contact with hundreds of people and many
of them met the Lord Jesus. I began to testify for Jesus in the streets, then
to preach the gospel In Christian services. I started to preach and supported
myself in different jobs-salesman, repairman, and educator. Now my wife and
I work for the Lord full-time at Troyes, France. We conduct evangelistic campaigns
in France and even other countries. We get to see this God who delivers, saves
and heals at work. His most beautiful work is the new birth. " If anyone is
in Christ, he is a new creation : the old has gone, the new has comme ! "
the Bible says (NIV). |
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